I don't really know what I'm trying to do
But then I just realize I'm falling for you
I'm tired of all these protocols
Just to be with you is it all
The time ticks by with no time to wait
Having you may be more than just fate
You don't notice the unorthodox style
But once you fall I'll be there for a while
You said it's probably not a guarantee
But you don't know how much that really meant to me
We finally then went our separate ways
Untill I see you, I'll be counting the days
Having seen the hell he has put you through
You just don't realize he's walking all over you
You say its not that bad over and over again
But why cant it be like it was back then
I feel your pain you just don't know it yet
When you're around him it shouldn't make you sweat
He treats you like dirt and tears us apart
It takes more than a man and half of a heart
The mask he has on doesn't fool me
Behind closed doors he beats you I see
The horror it takes to walk in your shoes
With the chains you're in it's hard to choose
You're dead! You're Dead! He shouts with a knife
But he just doesn't know yet he's scarred for life
Just to be with her is all that I want
But being best friends with her is just a taunt
Her in my arms is really just a dream
But it feels just as real then what it may seem
Although many dreams do come true
This one has just fell through
Because this is just a fantasy
There's not more that the eye can see
Having her could change my soul
But I guess I just can't control
She doesn't realize how much I love her
I guess that shows how close are hearts were
Just a push and a shove will set someone on their way
But this method will not work on me today
I'm different and why can't you just understand this
Cause sometimes I think that I cease to exist
I guess you just won't notice my passion for your love
Or your energizing spirit that will lift me above
But if this love is not meant to be true
Then I don't want it artificial or it to fall through
Me forgetting that I yearn for your heart
Feels like torture just waiting to start
I know it just won't happen but I just have to say
That your true love is waiting just at bay
the anger is exploding inside of my head
this circle of kindness is something to dread
nothing can really soothe my soul
but the feeling inside of me is just like a hole
it may be all the thoughts running through my mind
or sometimes when I feel like I'm emotionally blind
maybe if I leave it alone it will just go away
but then it just comes back the next day
its like I'm tortured with emotion as my life goes on
and its longer than you think from dusk till dawn
I guess you could say i can handle it i know
but why do you care and bother me so
let me live my life so i can enjoy it till I die
then you can say that I cheat and that I