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Screamthe anger is exploding inside of my head
this circle of kindness is something to dread
nothing can really soothe my soul
but the feeling inside of me is just like a hole
it may be all the thoughts running through my mind
or sometimes when I feel like I'm emotionally blind
maybe if I leave it alone it will just go away
but then it just comes back the next day
its like I'm tortured with emotion as my life goes on
and its longer than you think from dusk till dawn
I guess you could say i can handle it i know
but why do you care and bother me so
let me live my life so i can enjoy it till I die
then you can say that I cheat and that I lie
but you still don't care about my whole well being
so you continue to hack and slash with out seeing
a life lesson is to be learned but you still don't pay attention
through thick and thin there shouldn't be much tension
but why oh why do I have to wait longer
i guess it will just make my mind grow stronger
this doesn't really have a fairytale end
It's JustJust a push and a shove will set someone on their way
But this method will not work on me today
I'm different and why can't you just understand this
Cause sometimes I think that I cease to exist
I guess you just won't notice my passion for your love
Or your energizing spirit that will lift me above
But if this love is not meant to be true
Then I don't want it artificial or it to fall through
Me forgetting that I yearn for your heart
Feels like torture just waiting to start
I know it just won't happen but I just have to say
That your true love is waiting just at bay
Silver Lined DreamsJust to be with her is all that I want
But being best friends with her is just a taunt
Her in my arms is really just a dream
But it feels just as real then what it may seem
Although many dreams do come true
This one has just fell through
Because this is just a fantasy
There's not more that the eye can see
Having her could change my soul
But I guess I just can't control
She doesn't realize how much I love her
I guess that shows how close are hearts were
O' My Love, I'd Die For You (Deadly Infatuation)I know what you'll say
so with my scarlet thread
I'll stitch these lips.
But o' my love,
I'd die for you,
I'd kill to make you love me,
to know when someone says my name,
you'll smile to yourself
and think "I'm so in love"
I know what would happen,
what would go down,
to lose you is a greater cost than
I can afford.
But O' my love,
I'd die for you,
I'd kill to make you love me,
drink poison from your lips,
be your Juliet.
I know what I'll always be,
in your eyes I'm that silly little girl
with the jaw unhinged,
lips forever flapping in the wind,
whose doe eyes always gazed in adoration.
But o' my love,
my love, my darling man,
as the years go by,
and your picture still rests in my mind,
O' my love,
I'd die for you,
even though you'd never do the same.
(insert title here)You say you fell for me,
I say I called for you
But now I know,
Neither one is true
God brought us together
Out of love for you and i
And chose for us the other
So that now our hearts will fly
They Met at the Bus StopAt the bus stop on a bright, sunny day,
A girl asks a boy for a bus ticket.
So he gives her one from his wallet.
The bus arrives, ending their day of grey.
At the Bus stop on a cool, cloudy day,
The girl ask the boy for a bus ticket.
Prepared, he takes one out of his pocket,
And together they sit without delay.
At the bus stop on a cold, snowy day,
She asks him for an extra bus ticket.
So from his hand he gives her it,
Then he turns around and walks away.
At the bus stop on the very next day,
Waiting with two tickets, there he stand.
She comes, and says while holding out her hand:
"Walk with me! Just like yesterday, Ok?"
SoulmatesWherever our future may go
I’m always by your side.
All around us dark winds may blow,
But we have time to bide.
My love, I won’t abandon you,
No matter what may come.
If troubles be many or few,
Or even if we’ve none.
I’d fight for you with all my heart,
And do all that I could.
To fight for us, I’ll do my part,
For I know that I should.
After all, we’re soulmates, my dear,
My heart you have beguiled.
My deep desire is now clear,
I want to see your smile.
A Day Upon a Dayone day one day far away
someday someday soon
you might find a ray
a person to make you croon
over all the little things
and they make you smile
every time your phone rings
and you promise to overcome all trials
because they are the only one who you love
Out Of My LeagueMost people I saw are the same
Some became close and true
Few are special; and important
But only one I put my life into
This person is as what I’m in right now
We’re still young at heart
Her looks is the same like the moon with a gown
Beautiful but it is far
If only I hold the world
Maybe she’ll look at me and talk back
If only she knows I love her
Maybe what I give won’t lack
I can’t give her more
What I can only give is love
But I think it won’t be enough
For a girl I can’t open her door
I put my hopes high
I didn't put the risk behind
My chance of getting her is steep
A girl who is out of my league
I Love You TooHis heart whispers in genuine emotion,
but mine cannot return the devotion.
When I hold his hand there is no affection,
when I kiss his cheek there is no infection
of my hearts tender confection.
There’s a pain in my chest, a guilt.
I’ve become a liar, my web’s built.
With my verbal swords blood is split
as I bury them in his heart, to the hilt
they burrow the jilt.
Yet he doesn’t recognize the pain.
He smiles and laughs, slowly slain.
He isn’t alone, for I suffer a strain,
the inability to actually abstain
so that I might stay sane.
But either way the path is the same.
Both roads are laced in signs of blame,
each speckled with the course of our game,
leading to the destined place of shame,
and neither save him from my claim.
“I love you too.”
UntitledI've spent days walking,
Feeling completely alone.
A simple passing of time,
enough to make me moan.
When the minutes become hours,
And hours become days,
Letting my life slip away,
I'm sick of this place,
But what's a house,
But a haunt,
A toxic existence, leaving me gaunt,
When all I fear,
I fear to tell you my dear,
It's a simple sentence darling,
Why can't I utter it darling?
Is there something wrong with me?
This complex monstrosity,
Eating away inside of me,
A great decay, it anchors me,
The face of an angel.
How beautiful can creation be?
Such divine intervention, it must be!
For you to have been delivered to me,
To silence all my anxieties,
To make me smile,
Maybe stay a while,
In your arms, In your gaze,
Maybe till the end of our days.
There's no more fear, my dear.
How completely foolish was I?
To prolong the joining of you and I,
And now the seraphs of the heavens,
Are raining down good intentions,
And all that's left to mention is this,
No more fear.
DaysI don't really know what I'm trying to do
But then I just realize I'm falling for you
I'm tired of all these protocols
Just to be with you is it all
The time ticks by with no time to wait
Having you may be more than just fate
You don't notice the unorthodox style
But once you fall I'll be there for a while
You said it's probably not a guarantee
But you don't know how much that really meant to me
We finally then went our separate ways
Untill I see you, I'll be counting the days
SolaceShe never slept well in the dark,
not without the children of the sun and moon
to guide her weary lids home.
Guided by the aftermath, she was always two steps behind.
What did the world look like to the girl who had been through it all?
Braved the heaviest of storms,
yet skipping over cracks in the pavement.
They said her eyes were the wisps of clouds before the storm.
To him they were reflections of pages overlooked.
She said it was like she lived the life of someone she had never met.
Laid out to dry, yesterdays news.
He knew her as the girl who was built to never collapse.
He wished he was too.
He loved her more than words could say, and yet her pain was such,
that at times, he feared she wouldn’t make it.
But on nights like these, even when it threatened to consume her,
he became convinced that somehow she would.
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