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Screamthe anger is exploding inside of my head
this circle of kindness is something to dread
nothing can really soothe my soul
but the feeling inside of me is just like a hole
it may be all the thoughts running through my mind
or sometimes when I feel like I'm emotionally blind
maybe if I leave it alone it will just go away
but then it just comes back the next day
its like I'm tortured with emotion as my life goes on
and its longer than you think from dusk till dawn
I guess you could say i can handle it i know
but why do you care and bother me so
let me live my life so i can enjoy it till I die
then you can say that I cheat and that I lie
but you still don't care about my whole well being
so you continue to hack and slash with out seeing
a life lesson is to be learned but you still don't pay attention
through thick and thin there shouldn't be much tension
but why oh why do I have to wait longer
i guess it will just make my mind grow stronger
this doesn't really have a fairytale end
It's JustJust a push and a shove will set someone on their way
But this method will not work on me today
I'm different and why can't you just understand this
Cause sometimes I think that I cease to exist
I guess you just won't notice my passion for your love
Or your energizing spirit that will lift me above
But if this love is not meant to be true
Then I don't want it artificial or it to fall through
Me forgetting that I yearn for your heart
Feels like torture just waiting to start
I know it just won't happen but I just have to say
That your true love is waiting just at bay
Silver Lined DreamsJust to be with her is all that I want
But being best friends with her is just a taunt
Her in my arms is really just a dream
But it feels just as real then what it may seem
Although many dreams do come true
This one has just fell through
Because this is just a fantasy
There's not more that the eye can see
Having her could change my soul
But I guess I just can't control
She doesn't realize how much I love her
I guess that shows how close are hearts were
(insert title here)You say you fell for me,
I say I called for you
But now I know,
Neither one is true
God brought us together
Out of love for you and i
And chose for us the other
So that now our hearts will fly
EightThe whistling wind blows with a sweet aroma,
Causing flower and blade of grass to bow.
The clouds hid the sun for a moment,
But the glory of the day would not allow.
As the birds rang out in harmony,
Further along, in a piney forest,
Waved prickly needles and spiny cones
Swaying with the sound of the chorus.
And there, in a meadow, on soft earth I sat
Looking across the way at his teasing eyes.
He smiled at me, then turned away
As my heart screamed out with anxious cries.
It rises from down within me-
My love for him, I can't deny;
I cannot hide what's true inside
No matter how hard I truly try.
He takes up my every thought-
I'm surely falling in love-
While being with this boy
Under deep blue skies above.
A Day Upon a Dayone day one day far away
someday someday soon
you might find a ray
a person to make you croon
over all the little things
and they make you smile
every time your phone rings
and you promise to overcome all trials
because they are the only one who you love
FiveWhen the wind blows,
It speaks your name to me.
When I stare at the clouds,
I see your smiling face.
I watch the people passing by,
I see them wave and say hello,
And I think of you all the while.
At night I look up towards the milky way,
And I see the glowing stars,
And my eyes meet your gaze.
The grass beneath my feet
Is soft like you are to me.
The sunshine on my head
Is warm like your heart.
Everything I do
Makes me think of you.
In everything I see,
You're looking back at me.
In all that I say and feel,
I know you'll always love me still.
For you are my everything,
And my everything is you.
SevenEach day is a new struggle.
Each day is an uphill fight.
I go out, and I wage war against them,
And I lose.
Then I come home,
Beaten and bruised,
They won the last one,
They'll win the next.
They'l win all the rest,
Until I'm finally dead.
But I am a warrior,
And one who will protect,
One who will serve,
Until his dying breath.
And why do I go out each day?
Why dawn my dented armor?
Because I know what I'm fighting for.
And though they may have victory,
And the sparkling spoils of war...
I have you,
And that is enough
To make me get out of bed each day,
To walk out the door,
To draw my sword and fight them,
To come home beaten yet once more;
But then I see your face
And I know I'd go through it all again
If it meant I won your love,
If it meant your affection.
For you I would fight this many battles:
Seven times seven times seven.
SixI am weak
And I am cold.
You are strong
And you are warm.
I am incomplete,
But with you
I'm made whole.
I am dirty
And covered in mud.
You are clean
And your heart is pure.
What is my world
If it doesn't include you?
I am harsh
And I am rough.
You are gentle
And you are smooth.
Without your love
I am nothing,
And life has no worth.
I am broken
And I am bent.
You are right
And you are true.
And this is why I'm loving you:
You're the beautiful one
Between us two.
FourA month has past,
With many more to go;
You're the lamp that lights
My every shadow.
Your laugh is pure
And fills me with delight;
It's the one true cure
To my own life's blight.
This one was lost,
And without love,
But now you're here
And I may rise above.
You are my guardian angel
And my pair of wings
With you, I'm complete
And without you,
ThreeThere in a field of green
The wind blows across the grass.
The breeze whistles among the blades,
And the sun beats down,
And the clouds are not there.
The sky is blue.
The grass is green.
The sun, yellow.
But where are the flowers?
They are hidden in the grass.
Does the sky see them?
No, it does not.
Does the sun warm them?
Do the blades of grass bend for them?
No, they hide them.
Does the wind reach them?
No, it blows overhead;
The trees make it theirs.
When the leaves fall,
What do they cover?
They cover the flowers.
But then winter passes, and spring comes-
And then the flowers get their glory,
Who sees you?
I want to see your heart.
Who wants to warm you?
I want to shine on you with love.
Who is unashamed?
I will let you show.
Who will not ignore you?
I am devoted.
Who will rake the leaves up when they fall on you?
I will wipe away the tears;
And I will let your beauty shine.
And when the winter comes?
And when the air is cold?
I will protect you from the snow
TwoIn friendship's face, my heart was found
By one across the sea;
My love was lost, but now fate-bound,
You'll someday embrace me.
In love, our souls have draw'n near,
In love, our wounds are healed.
That love became so quickly clear
When we confessed what was concealed.
Three long years an' Five thousand miles
May keep us, for now, apart;
But nothing will keep my eyes from your smile-
I'll make it mine and not allow it to depart.
Someday we'll lay in a grassy field,
The morning air so cold.
A shiver'll run down your back,
I'll give you my coat to wrap you up
and then my hand for you to hold.
DaysI don't really know what I'm trying to do
But then I just realize I'm falling for you
I'm tired of all these protocols
Just to be with you is it all
The time ticks by with no time to wait
Having you may be more than just fate
You don't notice the unorthodox style
But once you fall I'll be there for a while
You said it's probably not a guarantee
But you don't know how much that really meant to me
We finally then went our separate ways
Untill I see you, I'll be counting the days
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