|Deviant Login||Shop||Join deviantART for FREE||Take the Tour|
Screamthe anger is exploding inside of my head
this circle of kindness is something to dread
nothing can really soothe my soul
but the feeling inside of me is just like a hole
it may be all the thoughts running through my mind
or sometimes when I feel like I'm emotionally blind
maybe if I leave it alone it will just go away
but then it just comes back the next day
its like I'm tortured with emotion as my life goes on
and its longer than you think from dusk till dawn
I guess you could say i can handle it i know
but why do you care and bother me so
let me live my life so i can enjoy it till I die
then you can say that I cheat and that I lie
but you still don't care about my whole well being
so you continue to hack and slash with out seeing
a life lesson is to be learned but you still don't pay attention
through thick and thin there shouldn't be much tension
but why oh why do I have to wait longer
i guess it will just make my mind grow stronger
this doesn't really have a fairytale end
It's JustJust a push and a shove will set someone on their way
But this method will not work on me today
I'm different and why can't you just understand this
Cause sometimes I think that I cease to exist
I guess you just won't notice my passion for your love
Or your energizing spirit that will lift me above
But if this love is not meant to be true
Then I don't want it artificial or it to fall through
Me forgetting that I yearn for your heart
Feels like torture just waiting to start
I know it just won't happen but I just have to say
That your true love is waiting just at bay
Silver Lined DreamsJust to be with her is all that I want
But being best friends with her is just a taunt
Her in my arms is really just a dream
But it feels just as real then what it may seem
Although many dreams do come true
This one has just fell through
Because this is just a fantasy
There's not more that the eye can see
Having her could change my soul
But I guess I just can't control
She doesn't realize how much I love her
I guess that shows how close are hearts were
SometimesSometimes it embarrasses me
That I have this need
To show her the things
That I hold dear to me
In hope that she too
Would love them.
Sometimes it scares me.
When I stand naked before her
My raw nerve endings exposed
To show her my emotions
As I am sometimes to enclosed
Sometimes it makes me feel sexy.
To sense her lust as strong as mine
Our souls dripping with passion
Our curvious bodies intertwined
Sometimes it makes me feel overjoyed.
When we are alone
Just us two
We create a light
That shines bright
A tremendous but
And I only feel these things
One Cold NightMy first, well just something new,
This wasn’t planned, just out of the blue.
One of my greatest memories, that will always be mine,
I just wish I would have known this at the time.
The temperature dropped more and more in your car,
After all we’ve been through, we made it this far.
I guess you truly learned how sensitive I am to the cold,
but for now, it seems we have nothing but each other to hold.
Earlier that night, you’d open your jacket,
It was more comfortable than the warmest blanket.
I still cannot imagine anything more perfect,
Than your natural instinct; to protect.
It seems as if we were only too tired to sleep,
Never felt such a strong connection, never felt one this deep.
In that moment, we had each other, and we held on tight,
I, secretly wishing that there would be no end to this night.
Since then, every night, I only sleep alone,
But if I’m lucky… I’ll dream of his cologne.
I cannot help but wonder if he misses it too,
That feeling o
With You, LoveYou are my muse, my inspiration
You are the one who keeps me sane.
If you were gone I don’t know how
I would manage to remain.
With you, my love,
I almost feel complete
When you’re away,
I feel that I can’t breathe.
Give Me Back My HeartIt all started so simple. No feelings were there.
Until I saw your face. It was all I could bare.
You asked me simple questions. You got to know my name.
However I was shy and blushing. Feelings are a pain.
Thankfully you never noticed, the way I saw you.
How special you are to me. If only you knew.
You were off limits. A man was in your life.
However he only added to your misfortune and strife.
I had to do something, to see your smile once more.
I was always there for you, even with my heart sore.
I got to know you better, and you got to know me.
My feelings always got stronger, but still you did not see.
At times I saw you crying, those blue eyes sad with pain.
I could feel myself breaking. Your tears like falling rain.
But there were times when i'd hear that laugh of yours.
It was like heaven itself was opening up its doors.
Now why can't it stay that way? A smile on your face?
I couldn't always help you. I had to know my place.
I took a trip across the sea, my heart heavy as lead.
Sometimes I Remember My ExAfter years, I'll never forget
You once meant so much to me.
In years, I won't forget
When you said you'd never leave.
After giving it some time
I still never forgot that break
After so much time,
How much more could I take?
When you left me that December
It was the worst that I could get
You never even showed me
That you felt any regret.
I'm better off since you did it.
Freeing me from you.
Actually I'm glad you did it.
That was the worst you could do!
Where Is He?I wonder all the time if there is something else out there
Something better for me
Something i can depend on
Something that wouldn't leave me
Something that wouldn't lead me astray
Turns out i wasn't looking for something
I was looking for someone
Someone who would love me
Someone who would give me their everything
Someone who would comfort me in times of disdain
I now wonder
Have i met him but haven't recognized it?
DaysI don't really know what I'm trying to do
But then I just realize I'm falling for you
I'm tired of all these protocols
Just to be with you is it all
The time ticks by with no time to wait
Having you may be more than just fate
You don't notice the unorthodox style
But once you fall I'll be there for a while
You said it's probably not a guarantee
But you don't know how much that really meant to me
We finally then went our separate ways
Untill I see you, I'll be counting the days
Keep in Touch!
scheinbar is a much-loved and well-known deviant. Just one look at her gallery, filled with enchanting photography, will have you mesmerized. A deviant for over 7 years, Christiane can always be found posting inspirational features as well as regularly commenting on other deviations and encouraging and empowering her fellow deviants. We are inspired and insist that you too stop by and congratulate ... Read More